i really appreciate the social model of disability (the simple version is that someone being in a wheelchair is not a problem, not having ramps is) and i use it when speaking of being autistic all the time

but i don’t know​ how to reconcile it w my physical disability. i’m so completely exhausted 99% of the time that i can’t really do anything but sit down and. watch TV. and i’m so mentally exhausted that I can’t hold a conversation for a few minutes. i haven’t done anything creative in a year. the only accomodation i can imagine that would help me is telekinesis. or the entire nature of physical reality changes so that actions stop costing energy.

im. out of breath from typing this on my phone. is how bad im doing today.