yes I am fully aware that I’m The Worst™ but I still wanna be like……. loved and stuff
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[a tweet by @KevinFarzad reads “Me trying to ask someone for a favor: Hey could you help me with this thing? Absolutely no pressure though. Totally ok if you can’t. If you’d rather run me over with a car that’s cool. Are you mad at me?“]
[ image: a tweet from user NOT A WOLF / @/SICKOFWOLVES ]
[ text: OH SO I’M JUST SUPPOSED TO ENJOY GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO ME INSTEAD OF LIVING IN FEAR THAT THEY’LL TURN TO DUST IN MY HANDS ]
applying the social model to every other disabled person apart from yourself is the spoonie equivalent of ‘how come every girl in the world is pretty except for me?’ but also, mood
[image: the “why are you booing me? I’m right” reaction image except it’s been edited to say “why are you not in love with me I’m mildly interesting and occasionally funny”]
the two bad fatigue moods:
- gets super emotional, cries over the smallest things, empathetic™, can’t handle anything, irritable, overstimulated™, anxious
- can’t feel anything, barely able to think, apathic™, can’t relate to anything, emptiness™, can’t cry, slow™, dissociating
[id: an Oh No comic- three panels, brightly colored, blobby minimalistic characters.
Pink and Orange are standing next to each other; there are sparkles and hearts around them.
Pink character: now that we have become very close
Pink: I can stop pretending to be better than I am
Pink: (now covered in mud) what a relief
Orange character: oh no
/end id]
[pink character also floats up into the sky, that’s the best bit]
hand:
me: *makes one small mistake*
my brain: (SLAMMING HANDS ON TABLE AND CHANTING) DEATH DEATH DEATH DEATH DEATH DEATH DEATH DEAT
Worst Fear is that i contract something else that comes with fatigue and that stacks on top the fatigue i already have and i just die of Tired. like i’ll go to bed and my heart and lungs or whatever go “Yeah True i could take a break too”. like i’ll wear out like an old sock or something idk
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