im still mad about an ex from a year ago. we dated when i had DID and she did too but like. technically i never asked her out, it was an alter. she was kind of dating my eating disorder/god complex type thing, idk don’t make fun of me, and i was? along for the ride i guess? in retrospect this was not a solid foundation for a relationship. and i checked their new facebook they have a new name, pronouns, look, partner, everything. and i’m pretty sure all of the alters i ever met are gone and idk i’m still in love with people who don’t even exist anymore. this new person might barely remember me at all anymore bc their DID and memory problems were genuinely that intense. idk i’m still sad and in love.