alcoholic vent post
alcoholic vent post
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- barring one time i kinda poisoned myself but anywho
- but it would be nice to be a little bit less here
- gin and tonic is nice
- glow was nice
- god fucking damn it i know exactly how unhealthy i sound here
- god i could see if i still have that DID
- god i could spend the whole night dissociating?
- god i just want to exist a little less for a day
- hey if being unhealthy sounds a little great that's probably a symptom too
- hey kids you're probably an alcoholic if getting dizzy is a pro instead of a con
- i could bring her back if i focused real hard
- i could make a new alter to deal with social interactions too
- i love dizzy
- i want to drink i hate it
- i want to get fucking sloshed off my fucking face omg why am i like this
- its been 3 years nearly
- just sit back for a bit have a few drinks and see if an alter comes out
- less awake less self conscious
- maybe
- maybe a week
- me eventually being healthy enough to not need a second personality was a large part of why that relationship collapsed i feel
- mine
- more dizzy
- port is nice
- real people in real life liked her better than me
- send myself to the fucking phantom zone? god i miss it?
- she was fun
- that ex i bring up liked my alter best
- the drink would help
- when i lived a walk away from the bottlo id get this ten buck thing
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