so all painkillers w codeine require a script now and ofc, i’ve lost my script. it could have fallen out of my partner’s bag. and i’m nearly out. so i have to spend all day tearing the house up tomorrow, as well as a friend’s birthday party, both of which are things i will likely need to consume the last of my painkillers to perform. and if i don’t find them i need to book an otherwise useless appointment w my doctor and basically waste his time and my energy. which is another thing i’ll need painkillers to do. like. its so fucking frustrating. it’s low level pain, and it’s very manageable in the context of chronic illness. but if i don’t manage it, i get to be in pain. that thing human beings tend to avoid at all costs