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- Tagged
- and also ghosting me
- as if it's not telling that people who still talked to me when i got sick have drifted away now
- did people like crying on the floor alcoholic me more than sane bur disabled me
- do i have no irl friends bc im sick or is that just an excuse im using
- i don't get it what do i do to make people like me
- i've been lonely for so long this isn't normal people don't just all happen to avoid me like it's a coincidence
- it's literally as nonthreatening as i can get it what the fuck is wrong is still wrong with me
- like i got sick when i was actually starting to recover and stop drinking
- like if it was just that i couldn't leave the house anymore then i would get a message once in a while
- like if it's my personality tell me and ill change it
- like what's the ratio of people who just drifted away
- to people who just didn't have to pretend they liked hanging out anymore
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