i’m oscillating between dimensions y’all want anything
the cat has a bit of shit dribbling out of her ass do i chase her down to wipe it. do i wait for her to sit on something and then clean that. does she clean that herself with her tongue or something i don’t know the protocol. surely she doesn’t lick shit out of her ass but like cats are meant to handle this out in the wild somehow don’t they
so in the 800 times they got reset, there’s been some Chidi/Eleanor, some Eleanor/Tahani, and some Tahani/Jason.
So there’s… a non-zero chance that there was some Chidi/Jason going on at some point.
And to be honest, all I can imagine is, like, it’s a timeline where for some reason Jason kept quiet for a lot longer so Chidi finds himself attracted to this wise, calm, silent monk that just listens while Chidi rants about the problems he’s facing….
and then one day Jason opens his mouth.
be your own zeroth note
ok google how to talk openly about being disabled and not sound like i’m wallowing or asking for pity
ok google how to genuinely ask “have i done something wrong?” without bringing into it the baggage that comes with a personality disorder and a lifetime of anxiety
ok google how to actually Be There™ for someone who refuses to ask for help about anything
ok google how do i get people to want to check up on me
ok google how to have things to talk about when you can’t leave the house
hm i got ‘
Take an imagination vacation‘ and ‘hold a dance party in your mind‘ (x) and wow most other results are not better they’re ‘tv, films books and podcasts’ and ‘pot plants’
ok google that first question again but don’t make me sad about how completely useless my body is
this website really had discourse over not everyone can be neurotypical, karen and it’s really grating on me how alien serious mental illness is to most people, like, if u think depression memes are an unhealthy coping mechanism
™ then like you are completely unprepared to live in a world were pro ana forums exist, tbh
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