hey i don’t talk about being chronically ill on this blog much anymore and. i’m not going to start lmao this is the part of my life that i’m the absolute fucking furthest from accepting. self love is fucking miles away. i struggle to talk to other disabled people about this a lot and a lot of it is that i have no way to reconcile things like the social model of disability and other positivity stuff with the fact that my body and mind are both fucking prisons

my disability is on my dating profiles and i keep getting absolutely gorgeous queer disabled people messaging me and being sweet but they say shit like,Β β€œhey we should get together and talk about being sick sometime!” and i want to say Thanks! You’re gorgeous and wonderful but i’d rather be shot in the tits than talk about this with another human being! but thanks!

“but this submission blog can’t be run by a terf, because not all their submissions are transphobic” πŸ€”

“but i can’t find any evidence of transphobia if i search trans on their blog, and none of their thousands of well documented buzzwords and dog whistles” πŸ€”

do i dare respond to that cursed post. i probably should but i don’t have the energy to deal with people just, continuing to ask the most inane shit instead of looking in the notes where there’s better and clearer evidence

or even. just using common sense. like that post was for trans people. if u think about it for 0.4 seconds, u may realise, perhaps, trans people may not want to see terfs on their dash πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€” sounds fake hey

esperanto thought: can you make numbers accusative?

say if i were to do the nimon bit, for the lineΒ β€œi have seen three”, referring to three nimons, could that be phrased asΒ β€œmi vidis trin” or β€œmi vidis je tri”?

is that clear that i’m referring to three counts of something that have been seen, instead of something likeΒ β€œi have seen the numeral three”? which i’d write as β€˜trion’, but it also could be unclear.

otherwise a translation would need to include something likeΒ β€œI have seen three (of the aforementioned nimons)”